I made this when i first moved to london 2 years ago, its just full of memories and moments in time where i was genuinly happy.
Seeing as I’m no longer living in london because i had to move back to melbourne,
I’ve made a new blog. So I’m leaving this as it is.
If you want to follow my new adventures then msg me
photoshoot from my good friend Ian
I WAKE IN VEIN
TO A WORLD I NEVER WANTED TO SEE AGAIN, DEFY ALL LIGHT AND WARMTH. I’M TRAPPED IN THESE SAME FOUR WALLS. I SWORE NEVER TO RETURN TO THIS HOLLOW PLACE. WAKING EVERY DAY TO A GODDAM DISAPPOINTMENT. TO STRUGGLE THROUGH ANOTHER WEEK DEFEATED BY LETDOWNS AND BROKEN PROMISES. DRIFTING AROUND THIS EMPTY WORLD OF BROKEN SOULS I LOOK IN THE MIRROR AND I SEE I’M ONE OF THEM…
WHO BROUGHT ME HERE. FORSAKEN, DEPRIVED AND WARPED WITH FEAR. WHO BROUGHT ME HERE. FORSAKEN, DEPRIVED AND WARPED WITH FEAR.
WHO WOULD DRAG ME BACK INTO THESE SAME FOUR WALLS, WHO WOULD DRAG ME BACK INTO THESE SAME FOUR WALLS…. THAT DESTROYED MY SANITY LONG AGO…
I BOUGHT THIS ON MYSELF. AND THERE’S NOTHING I CAN DO
I FUCKING HATE THIS PLACE
MY MIND IS ALL I’VE GOT TO LOSE.. I BOUGHT THIS ON MYSELF.
BEING JUST ANOTHER LONELY KID, IN JUST ANOTHER LONELY WORLD.
I NEVER KNEW I COULD FEEL THIS COLD, TRYING HARD TO BUILD A LIFE, TO TAKE A SHOT AT DREAMS OF OLD.
SOMEONE HELP ME FIND A WAY TO TAKE MY PLACE IN SOLACE, MY OWN WORLD, WITH HEART AND SOUL, A PLACE THAT I CAN CALL MY OWN
NO MORE DARKNESS, NO MORE PAIN, NO MORE SHADOWS, NO MORE PAIN A PLACE TO TAKE MY SHELTER FROM THE RAIN
(Source: langste, via awkwardpugs)
